Feelings

Guilt is a feeling that accompanies me all the time. It doesn't go away. I keep blaming myself for every simple act. It results in self-punishment.
Revenge is the worst feeling ever. It's a short term relief, a long term pain. You will regret it day and night. I feel sorry for those who are loaded with such negative feelings. They waste their mental and emotional efforts. They stress themselves and exhaust their well-being.  They turn into someone else that they don't know and will never like.
Forgiveness is such a hard job. It requires much faith. You have to be aligned with your own self and start with forgiving yourself first. It's a struggle with your own desires. You have to have the insight of the long term happiness and satisfaction that will result from that.
Mixed feelings that we, human beings, have!