Female Undeclared Thoughts

Hey...a visit for you. I hardly opened my eyes. The room is all in white with nothing but the bed I'm sleeping in and a table beside it. I gradually helped myself up...out of bed. I left the room, walking slowly towards the visitors' room. He was waiting there, looking down at the floor. So many memories passed by my mind, good and bad. I could feel the struggle of anger and sympathy inside me. I sat in front of him with my hands on the table. He left his eyes up to look at me. With a modest smile, he said: Hi Me: I never thought you would come to visit me. With a surprised look on his face, he wondered: Why? Me: Regardless of being in hospital for the first time, I have been sick and in pain for so many times. Over the years, I have been addicted to many medications and drugs but you were never aware of it...or that's what I want to believe. His face flushed with regret and he looked down again. Moments of silence felt like long years. He looked at me again and...

Sitting on the beach, watching the most beautiful sunset scene ever, he slowly leaned and sat beside me. I turned my head towards him. He looked so gloomy and pale. I turned my head back to the sun: What happened to you? In a broken voice, he answered: I think I failed Long moment of silence... Still looking towards the sun, I replied: You promised me His voice seemed loaded with guilt: I know I did. You know I tried I could see the orange shades of the sun, glowing on the sea waves. A tear rolled down my cheek. I said in a desperate voice: I need you...to be able to live He answered: I don't think you believe in me anymore Me: If I'm losing my belief, then I'm already dying He: I'm sorry I let you down His voice was telling truly how sorry he was...I could feel the pain wrapping his words As the sun was sinking in the sea, I turned my face towards him to find out that he's gone. He disappeared with the last beam of sun.